airports are cool. i bought a lemonade vitamin water zero and the latest GQ . i think its the first time in my life ive bought a magazine but i wanted to read the Nicolas Cage interview. i cried at the end. i think hes just wonderful and id love to have a conversation with him one day. while i was reading i realized that i can hear his voice perfectly in my head and that was like a special treat
im sitting in gate A5 waiting to board a flight to Nashville (and then new york). ive never been to nashville but i like country music and i hear downtown is the bachelorette party capital of the world or something. i think maybe if the airline offers and someone i know happens to be around i might stay the night for fun why not
1:11
i was gonna write a whole little post about adderall but this morning i woke up to a Wall Street Journal journalist wanting to interview me because of one adderall tweet and i was like ok nevermind . its not a big deal anyway but basically yesterday i wondered “what does the bible say about adderall?” i did a little research and decided its fine, like most things, as long as you take care of yourself and refrain from making it a false idol. i liked this quote from a random article
“Too much emphasis on cognitive productivity might damage our appreciation of the creative and sensitive natures of ourselves and others.” This is because if human beings are only focused on cognitive ability, then other, God-given aspects of life— “human inspiration, subtlety of language, nuanced humor, altruism, sacrificial love, relational commitment, religious devotion,” and others—will quickly fade from importance.
anyway i havent even taken an adderall today
As i dive deeper into my own faith and conviction and femininity and identity (whatever lol) i can get really passionate and spiral but when the spiraling gets to be a problem i always return to things in their truest simplest forms. i can get schizo but simplicity is peaceful. and i like the crisp fragmented glimmering sentences that appear in that cool shallow pool in my mind
lip gloss is for real girls
so are husbands
Only Christ is Christ if its not Christ its not
painting is a visual medium
im on the airplane now. im airplane mode. my elderly seat neighbor just pulled out two paper boarding passes from his chest and his name is roger bonjour. incredible
bye!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxo
airport letter
This is cool
if u take adderall why are u so fat